Kilig

Kilig is when I saw you for the first time

and find you attractive because of your eyes

Kilig is when I was seated across the room,

I caught you looking at me first and you try to look away

Kilig is when you try to talk to me,

But it was me who ended up stuttering in front of you

Kilig is when I sat first in an empty seat

Then you entered the room and took the empty seat next to mine

Kilig is when you feel like you’re going to squeal

Every time you tell your best friend about him

Kilig is when you hear your heart thumping so hard

You almost feel like you’re out of breath

Kilig is when reality knocks on your door,

You realized, you don’t have a boyfriend

and you miss the feeling how KILIG feels like.

#bitter